Packing Heat

Found in Forest Park at the edge of downtown Portland. Someone had spray-painted it silver and taped the handle. Might have been mildly convincing before the elements got to it. Click for a larger view.

Documentation

"Do the duty which lieth nearest to thee! Thy second duty will already have become clearer."
- Carlyle

Not working at full steam on important projects, I've taken to just documenting...myself? My apologies. Only temporary. Click for larger views.

In Which a Treasure is Perceived

I first came across the volume entitled Natural History Sketches Among the Carnivora (1885) several months ago in the wildlife section of Powell's Books. I had come there looking for a book on the Platypus and picked it up out of mild curiosity. Moments later I swore out loud as it caused a new route in my complex and criss-crossing network of fetishes to form: a lust for accounts from the romantic era of science. When sometimes, in the course of your studies, you were compelled to chase down a specimen and shoot it in order to completely understand its nature.

Actually, the full title:

Natural History Sketches Among the Carnivora:

Wild and Domesticated.

With Observations on their Habits and Mental Faculties.

Netting lions. Hiring natives. Writing a straight-faced account about how dogs love the taste of beer.

Listen:

"Riding home one moonlit night, my horse hesitated at a bit of soft ground, and, knowing his habit - perhaps he had badly been bogged at one time - I struck the spurs hard into him, being well aware the place was only felock deep. At that instant a dark object started from under his feet, and I was overwhelmed by that once "felt," never-to-be-forgotten stench! The horse, no doubt, had perceived the brute, and would have avoided it, but my unfortunate irritation had driven him on, and we got the whole benefit of the skunk's discharge. What the horse thought of it I do not know, though he did not appear disconcerted. For myself, it was misery to ride another half hour with that reeking stench under my nostrils. On arriving home, I turned out the horse, shuffled off my trousers and boots (which certainly had received some of it), left them on the grass, and appeared to my astonished friends, who had just sat down to a game of "cut throat euchre," totally denuded to clothing as to my nether man. The laughter having subsided, the case was considered one worthy of some commiseration. No one else of the party had ever suffered equal misfortune, or, I might say, incurred the indignity inflicted on me by that contemptible beast. I had given one of the peons a dollar to burn the trousers the next day - they were past saving - and scrub the boots for a couple of hours with soap and soda. However, I could not make up my mind to wear them again, and it is doubtful whether anyone ever rode that horse again. Whenever a mount was wanted, and the peopn asked which he should saddle up, the answer always contained the caution, "but mind, not that dark grey."

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Mexico Part 2

under a palm tree
i like them best at night
i first realized this in southern California, the green glow of the city lights sharply
cutting out the lone shapes in the sky, nothing else competing with their elevation.
made me think of the doctor who explained bipolar disorder to me
"It's not exactly depression," I explained.
"Shut up, you're depressed..."

i told him my concerns about taking psychiatric medication

"Doesn't it make your behavior kind of...bubbly?"

he leaned back, amused.

"What's wrong with bubbly? You could use a few bubbles."

"Will I have to take them my whole life?"

"Who knows? Win the lottery, move to Hawaii, live on the beach - you may not need them."

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Ode to Turbulence (Mexico)

everywhere there's a dog standing in the street
they always look a little wet
people without destinies
reminds you
achievement is definitely
a point of view-
some people would be happy to just be able hang.
pretty much allowing myself to bask
in the ridiculous-ness of this place
in the taxi cab after we went downtown, shopping for
pharmaceuticals and mezcal (same store)
getting harassed by people trying to sell things:
"You need pipes? You need something to put in them? Some powder?"
no, officer
overheated to the point of physical illness,
"Comfortably Numb" begins playing on the car stereo
my wife reaches for the volume knob. "Can we turn this up?"

A short while back I spent a weekend at a family's beach house on an island in Puget Sound. It's a great place for me because it's very quiet, unpopulated, and the house hasn't been redecorated since the original owners (the grandparents) moved out.






























It's actually quite cheerful. For larger viewing, visit http://www.flickr.com/photos/david_a_berens/